Disillusion Of Purity (EP) lyrics by Rain Paint

1. Year Or Two

(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas) Please come back, I can always try I know what it?s like to yearn for you It?s all the same, a year or two It?s all the same if I can?t have you I was a fool to believe the words were yours I know you?ll never get my letters I can?t stand it, You don?t know the truth I love you and I want to be together I can?t stand the thought of you with him I can?t stand the lights, I want it dim I can?t stand the world, let it die I can?t stand our hearts not entwined Did you have to judge my goals? Did you have to be suspicious? Do you want to be alone? Because what you do will surely break our hearts But you can?t be happy You could be happy I feel like there?s no use In this we will both lose I?d love to stay I have to go Every time you said the words you made me more alone Have I ever judged what you?ve done? Have I ever turned you down?

2. Give Back My Heart

(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas) Scream out loud for everyone What would you say to her? Because she won?t listen to anyone telling what you would say to her I know I?ll never get you back But all the moments I have in my heart I know you won?t be back I miss your soul All our moments I have in my heart GIVE BACK MY HEART It?s nice to feel again how it is to feel you are somewhere else lying next to me It?s nice to feel again how it is to feel you are here with him lying next to me

3. Heart Will Stop

(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas) Your heart will stop The love will fade You can?t hurt us Since you are dead to us You can leave but you can?t leave our problems You can leave but you can?t leave your past So run away from problems Since you are dead to us Run away, run away End the day with precious way Live with your guilt You can?t hurt us Maybe then you?ll see you can live with the guilt but you can?t hurt me All the same You?ll mess up your things You can?t hurt me The next time you?ll mess up your things and you?ll end up alone Alone in the start with no one to trust and no one you know Another fake, another start, or will you ever give up your ways?

4. Thru The Mire

(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas) Miss me it?s winter Miss me, and I?ll be there Walking thru the park Holding you again Walking thru the life breaking hearts again ?leading thru the mire touching every wall with its toxic touch it rots everyone Waiting in the dark Crying with the rain Waiting all my life Love is like the rain? ?running down the sewers almost everywhere cry from one source destination?s everywhere

5. Disintegration (The CURE cover)

(music by Smith/Gallup/Williams/Thompson/O´Donnell/Tolhurst - lyrcs by Smith) (published by Fiction Records) Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless Kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the Velvety up tight against the side of me and Mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in Thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it Starts the need to just let go my party piece Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss Before i feed the stench of a love for a younger Meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts In deep the holding up on bended knees the Addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts The need to just let go my party piece But i never said i would stay to the end so i Leave you with babies and hoping for frequency Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy Screaming me over and over and over i leave You with photographs pictures of trickery Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery Songs about happiness murmured in dreams When we both us knew how the ending would Be... So it´s all come back round to breaking apart Again breking apart like i´m made up of glass Again making it up behind my back again Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again Holding it up behind my head again cut in deep To the heart of the bone again round and round And round and it´s coming apart again over and Over and over Now that i know that i´m breaking to pieces I´ll Pull out my heart and i´ll feed it to anyone Crying for sympathy crocodile cry for the love of the crowd and the three cheers from everyone Dropping through sky through the glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth Through the mouth of your eye through the eye Of the needle it´s easier for me to get closer to heaven than ever feel whole again I never said i would stay to the end i knew I would leave you with babies and everything Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity Screaming me over and over and over i leave You with photographs pictues of trickery Stains on the carpet and stains on the memory Songs about happiness murmured in dreams when both of us knew how the end always is... how the end always is...

6. Purity

(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas) I hid my love long since gone I miss the things I?ve never done I miss the purity you left in me You thought it would help me see For wondering why the hell I?m this cold? I give you what you gave me You?re too stuck in this fucking world I take back everything I gave you You raised a dictator Follow me and I?ll set you free Can?t kill my self because I?d be totally alone All the hate of the world is mine and therefore it belongs to me. This slavery is human Disillusion of your purity All the things you?ve kept from me I miss you while I?m with you I miss you while you?re gone A different draw in another dimension will draw this meek recollection Like the truth by the time when me and you, we know, we will never happen I know you?ll never answer I?ll tell all the world that you?re mine It?s not true and never will be It?s just a lie to feel inside Hold me dearly Say all the world is mine Bring me everything I?ll leave no one behind The walls need paint to hide away the stains All around was hate All around was pain Painting devils on my walls Will I ever get caught? Hide away the blood Hide away the stains Kill the silence Kill what?s left Under black wings Nothing?s left Another world, sin Nothing you?d regret

7. Final Peace

(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas) I?ve missed you for so long I?ve reached you also I?ve lost I?ve had you we were in love I?ve lost you I am no more We sat down once times ago Together missed our stars But you?re not you to me It?s like you?re someone else Living in a dream no room for me there Broken and harrow your heart veils a trap And amor?s lost an arrow his mind has no map I doubt I really knew you I regret I even saw you I wait for a miracle to fill the day with grace A plastic cover left for this empty place Undo and clear what has been done Clear it all away as the time runs You won?t find happiness it?s trapped in different time It lies in a memory too hard for you to find I won?t find happiness It?s inside your heart Because walls grow higher every time we have to part Regret had found what love had lost We can?t go over and we cant go around And now death has found what life has lost And your final peace it is never found

8. Inside Me

(music & lyrics by Aleksi Ahokas) Have I lost yesterday? Was it all in vain? Have I lost what I was in one day? Did I give it all a way? Is it all in vain? To be what I was yesterday? Tomorrow I?ll forgive you something you?ve done And tonight you?ll ask forgiveness something you?ve done before I can?t give you what you need just let me sleep I?ll either kill you or myself I?m so weak In a world of disconnection I can try relate still I cant find anything before it?s too late The only way to get relief is to destroy it all Give it back to all the people to whom I know it belongs I have tried to talk to you but you can?t hear me at all I must let you die with me and it?s your fault, you all Medical health in artificial reality Controlling an empty mind doesn?t know how leave Let me out Let me out of this misery You are not me and you can?t be inside me There?s not one thing you do better I?m me, we?re not together I can?t kill you but I can kill us is it really something that you want? How did I lose yesterday? Was it all in vain? I have lost what I was in one day Did I give it all away? Now it?s all in vain It was me, I?m afraid and I am never going away

9. Disillusion (outro)

(music by Aleksi Ahokas) (instrumental)

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• Nihil Nisi Mors (2003)
• Disillusion Of Purity (EP) (2006)